imlossingyou. & i miss you alot!!


its been awhile since i last blog. and let me said this,I HATE THIS LIFE OF MINE!!! really! just the start of new year, i thought that everything's gonna alright and later, before i knew it everything turns dark. real dark that i lost my way. i dont know which way i need to go and where im heading to.

dear allah, please make my precious rest in peace and let him know that i'll always love him='(




i havent get my fingers typing for my blog post and its been a week! well, kinda busy i guess. anyways here's the highlights ok.

: lil sis got a new SamsungF480i and she's not worth for it. haha.. i should be the one using. kecik2 da pandai nak hp canggeh2.
: kak wati make my day go gaga on 241203 :)
: relationship with boyf corrupted. and im not lovin it.
: im keep craving for food.
: i eat 2-3 spoon of rice.
: strong headache which cause me to stay in bed for 2 days.
: slack with rena.
: im broke.
: i have a stupid bangs!!urgh!

and yesterday was chilling night. slack with joshua, rena and sok ling at tamp and joshua really know how to keep his promise. haha.. thnx:) and yesterday night was hell! ihatemyselfforlovingyou. ='(

heartBROKEN='(

sunday sunday sunday's here! 

woke up early in the morning at 6.30am for breakfast with parents and lil sis. we had thosai=) but this time, i couldn't finish it cause somehow it doesn't taste that good as velu's restaurant. for this, i have to agree with dad*wink* and also for some reason, i dont feel good this morning. my head's spinning and i feel that im gonna drop any minute now. gosh! pening kpale ku!!

back at home, bump on my bed and zzZZzzzzZzZzZZz . well, i couldnt take it anymore. and for this, i forget to give boyf a morning call and wake him up for work. poor baby! sorry dear. i was totally knock out.

& i just woke up a moment ago and still feeling dizzy. i think i'll just rest in bed today. urgh! i hate when this happens.

thats all folks!
ENJOY YOUR SUNDAY!:)

xoxo.
imissyoualotbaby.

hellos!*wave*

guess what? yesterday was GEREK!=D
dating with hanis was first!!! i miss her you know! finally she's back from batam and she bought me a shirt. thankiu dear sis. xoxo. and we proceed to ite simei cause she wanna apply for a full time course and i pray her success. amin. next was a date with love. me and hanis go for lunch at MacDornalds while waiting for boyf.

plan for boyf was to surprise him for our belated 9 months anniversary but he ruin it all cause he keep pestering me, 'baby..what's in that bag?' ...urgh! irritating brat! haha. and later he found out himself when i send hanis off and i left the bag with him and ooppss! surprise's OUT!! urgh! instead of having laughter, tears of joy, everything change and we pop out a very serious conversation and in my mind was..''urgh! y is this happening?''*eyes rolling*

so surprise was over -_- urgh! tk puas hati seyy! nevermind, there's always next time ok baby?next was meeting ''father-in-law''. hee! after 5 months of not visiting, finally i show up and gosh! i miss ayah manan:)

slack over my area and finally home sweet home.



morning peeps! i havent been update recently. last week was cousin wedding day and obviously ive no time to blog. so lets just keep it short and sweet ok? its raining outside and im covered with my blanket as i get my fingers working on my keyboard. grrr... its coold ok? i woke up this morning with my eyes sore, running nose and head spinning:( well thats because ive only 4 hours of sleep!

can you just imagine getting into fight with someone u don't really 'click' and this person is trying to judge on how you behave? fuck! and the worst thing is that she involve into my relationship! !@#$%^&*#$%^&*(!!! ive known her for 9 mths now and yest she gave me a stupid bloody long text and all were crap! *rolling eyes* doesn't she has anything better to do or said? c'mon you're 22,bitch! even my lil sis think maturely and better. shame on you girl. its ok if you hate me, ditch me but try making fool of my bf, and we'll see. *tu part, ko mau lari kuat2 ar sis*

anyway, lets just fuck this topic ok? i mean, why must i tired my fingers about typing all about her, right? pfft!
i have better thing to do ok? etc PROJECT! its going NO WHERE! urgh! things really getting cranky for me. we're left with 2 mths plus i guess to complete our end yr project and its getting haywire. urgh! : rena, how how how? haix... and right now, im on my own, i dont slack often with rena like we used to be, hanis's away to batam and i think she'll be back soon, kak wati will be meeting me SOON but depends on situation,i guess, i havent been dating with either fidah or sue for some times now.... and thses ppl whom i miss the most!!!!*HUGGGSSSSS*


ps imissyousoomuchsayang!

xoxo.

can you imagine being broke for almost a month and im still broke!! urgh! holidays coming soon but i still need to come for my make up lesson and it sucks! i mean, why bother to call it 'holiday' when you still need to attend lesson right? and on top of that, its 3 day of make up class!! and therefore i dont think i can look for any part time job*sob sob* mati la saye kering tkde duit! nak makan ape? batu ke? haizz...

and example is today. its little princess day out and im out of cash!!urgh! i feel so lousy going out without having cash in my wallet. anyway, it doesn't really matter right? my intention was to see that botak lil princess:) today princess went to town!wEe!! best nyeee alisha jln2 kt town ehh? mama, uncle and mummy very rajin to bring u out kan kan kan?:) we went window shooping around marina and also slack by river side. babygirl's getting heavier!!heee!